She's Just Your Friend

Forget the times she walked by,
Forget the times she made you cry,

Forget the times she spoke your name,
Remember now your not the same.

Forget the times she held your hand,
Forget the sweet things if you can,

Forget the times & don’t pretend,
Remember now she’s just your friend.

I'll love you forever, so far away my love!

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I lay in bed and think about you,
I love you so, I don't know what to do.
I feel your warmth at my side in bed,
the pain in my heart moves straight to my soul.

So far away, yet always so near,
you're the reason I'm in love.
I await the times, when we talk all night.
I await the times our hands come together.

To feel you close, is my true desire,
our eyes come together, like a million stars.
You shine so brightly, I'm blind for a moment,
your smile so sweet, it makes me dizzy!

I await the time, when we embrace each other,
To hear you say, I love you too!
Even though you aren't here,
I still miss you so.
I'll love you forever, so far away my love!

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My Love For You !

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My dear love, I wanted to share
My thoughts, my feelings and
What makes me despair
I want to share with you
What makes me happy; what makes me feel blue..
So you can sense that my love is honest and true.

Every day not a single minute
Passes by without you in it
Your skin, your voice, your body and your touch
All of these moments, I miss them so much.

You are so present, so deep in my heart
And our souls, I just know, will never part,
But circumstance and distance can be so overwhelming
They close doors and create doubt and we start blaming..

There are actions of mine and I know that for sure..
That feel so wrong, though my intentions are pure
They are painful and impossible to bear
And you feel it's all so unfair.

You can't run from yourself;
There is no place to hide
It just hurts you so deep
It hurts your heart and your pride.

Then I worry that if I continue to stay
Will it be wrong and will I be in your way?
I fear that I am not at all what you need
And that this truth will make my heart break and bleed.

Then I sit here and wipe away my tears
Wishing you could kiss away my fears
If only you knew how much.
I miss and need your embrace and your touch

I know I can't hide from my thoughts and my fear
And I know at these times I don't seem near
But you break down these walls
With the strength of your love
And then I feel blessed
From God above!

My love for you runs so deep through my vein
That I dream of you, in spite of the pain.

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Sorry , But Cant Stop Loving You !

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I love you so very much,
Even thou at times I do things that hurt,
I try so hard to hope that you always see,
How much you being in my life means to me,
I am sorry yet again for causing you pain,
that is the last thing I ever wanted to do,
Even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing
I mess up, I am sorry for that too.
I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you,
Like nothing else in my life gives me the trill of being loved by you.
So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes,
this sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside.

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